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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jan 25, 2011 19:41:03 GMT -5
-Remy sat quietly on the couch, leaned forward, eyes closed. He could almost hear Eli's heart beat above. It drove him crazy. He licked his lips quietly before moving in towards the fridge as he eyed the blood bag. He shuddered, a look of quiet pain on his face, before he reached out grabbing the blood bag. He craved human blood, since that night, it weighted on him. He sighed as he pierced the bag open and brought it to his lips, hesitating a moment, before he drank deeply. It warmed him, weakened him, made him sigh as he leaned against the bag wall drinking hungrily. It was a thousand times better than animal blood and it scared him ... - -He could feel himself going down a bad path. The wolf pedigree in him made him a hunter, and animals he could hunt and feel no remorse, but now he had a taste for human blood, and he could remember killing those boys and for a few brief seconds it had felt good, and not just because of the blood, but because they had hurt Mickey, and they were pieces of shit, and tearing them apart making them scream felt good. THAT scared him. He sighed as he slid down the wall and sitting in the kitchen as he drank weakly from the bag scared of what would happen to him. What he might become. It took so much willpower now to control the want to go into town and drink live human ... every day he won the fight but all it would take is one bad day ... and he might lose that fight and kill. Remy stayed quietly sitting in the spot for a while contemplating his future ... he fought of Mickey most of all. The night before he'd gone to see him and kissed and it had been good ... so fucking good ... but it showed how reckless he was to go over there alone. He'd also hidden in how much pain he was in at the moment. He didn't want Mickey to worry. He didn't want him to know the truth of his dark thoughts ... -
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jan 27, 2011 0:52:59 GMT -5
You look like you're ready to jump off a bridge.... I don't think that'll kill ya though....
~When Remy turned he'd see Casey standing in the door way. He slipped into the kitchen with a beautiful grace, like some sort of wild cat. He moved in towards Remy and took the blood bag, staring down at it.~
It's good? I always find these distasteful. I'd much rather it be warm. But I suppose compared to animal blood, this isn't so bad.
~Shrugging he handed the packet back to Remy before moving and pulling himself up on the counter top next to Remy. The white blond hair fell down into his eyes.~
Can I ask you something...Why don't you want to drink from a human? I mean... I can understand that you don't want to kill them. But you know you don't have to do that.... So are you afraid that you'll loose control?
~His head was cocked and those dark red eyes flickered over the vampire next to him. A smile played his lips then.~
By the way... Next time, you might as well save trying to sneak onto the pack's land. They are scouting all the time now...But I'm sure Mickey will be telling you. Course you do realize that the rule was you couldn't be alone with a human... Mickey is no longer human....
~The smile grew as he said that, reaching out and brushing back a strand of hair from Remy's face.~
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jan 27, 2011 19:12:55 GMT -5
It might ...
-Remy's eyes opened slowly but he offered a half heated smile to the other vampire. He had to admit he'd not thought he'd ever really get along with Casey but it was strange to him how well they had gotten on alone and the boy had become a new friend. Someone, other than Flint, that could understand what he was going through. He let him take the blood back slowly from his hands ... -
I ... don't really want to think of how good warm blood tastes ya know ...
-He frowned. He took the blood bag back enjoying the taste. Enjoying it too much. Even this felt a bit like he was cheating, being bad, but at least this blood had been donated not stolen. He frowned at the question before he shrugged slowly ... -
I will lose control Casey ... and the price is so high ... I just don't want that guilt on me .. I already have enough. I mean I know you guys make fun of me for being like a saint or something ... and Flint teases me but it's the opposite ... half the time I'm imaging hunting someone down ... not something .. someone ... and it's like I can taste the fear... taste the hunt and it's exciting ...
-He sighed ... -
That had begun to lesson ... that want .. after so many years of denying myself human blood and this whole fucked up incident. I'm back to square one ...
-He frowned but it faded as he laughed a little bit at the next part ... -
I didn't sneak ... I just ... didn't use the front door ... or tell anyone I was coming ...
-He smirked teasing. He reached out touching the hand that Casey used to brush his hair away from his face. He kissed his wrist before leaning in to the stunning vampire a bit nuzzling into him as he buried a bit against him. He was beautiful and Remy couldn't deny he wasn't tempted by the vampire ... -
Vik is lucky to have you .... so how is Mickey ... how is he taking the change?
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jan 28, 2011 13:43:57 GMT -5
No... you'll loose control if you don't feed. That temptation will take over, that need to hunt. It's no different then a wolf's need. We just want a different prey. You have to accept that. You drive yourself needlessly insane.
~Casey smiled a bit, shrugging and then he pulled in closer to the boy as he was nuzzled.~
Mickey is fine... he's pissed, anxious, moody, grumpy, all of that jazz. He needs someone to take out that aggression on.... I know the perfect person too...
~He purred those words into Remy's ear. But then he smiled some.~
Listen to me... I was lucky that I had a sire who was enamoured with me. He could deny me nothing and wanted to teach me everything. I was lucky that Gabe was there, keeping me grounded and showing me just how to take a little. You need to learn that Remy. It's not wrong, it's not some horrible existance. I promise. You don't have to kill...
~Casey leaned in,taking in Remy's scent before nipping at his throat, breaking the skin just a bit, sending a chill down Remy's spine.~
On the full moon, Gabe and I usually go into town, Flint and Petre will no doubt be going as well... you should come with us... you should see just how much control you have, Remy. We'll all be there to watch you, to protect you... and those around you... AND... we do not make fun of you... no matter what you think. Well... Gabe might, but that's cause he is just like that. Once you get past that outer shell, he's really amazing... you just have to crack the wall.
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jan 28, 2011 18:42:22 GMT -5
Just hard to change ... I been doing it my way for a long time ...
-He moved in a bit closer to Casey pinning the vampire a bit against the counter enjoying the feel of his body so close to his own. He smiled a bit at the Mickey part and then laughed faintly ... -
What are you my pimp now?
-He sobered a bit listening before nodding. Shuddering when he was bitten, making him tilt his head down a bit as he leaned in nipping at his throat piercing Casey's skin a bit roughly as he lapped up the blood before responding slowly ... -
I'll come on the full moon ... and try it than ... if I have you and Flint close I'll feel safe enough to do it .... you think Petre will come with us too?
-He almost made a face at that before smirking ... -
I'd like to crack it with a sledge hammer ... he's such a snot nosed little punk ... I usually forget he's like a hundred ... he still acts like he's 18 and his shit don't smell ... I dunno how you two are friends ... you're so different from him ...
-He ran his fingers through Casey's hair as he licked his lips a bit leaning in to pierce his neck again enjoying the feel of the warm blood on his tongue, vampire blood tasted so different, but it was intimate, the touches. He sighed moaning a bit as he licked his lips and before he knew it he was kissing the boy and it felt damn good ... -
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jan 29, 2011 10:53:55 GMT -5
Gabe and I aren't that different, not really. We are both spoilt... he just shows it differently then I do.
~It was all Casey got out before Remy was kissing him. He sighed into it, wrapping an arm languidly around Remy's neck. Slowly as the kiss ended, Casey pulled back just a touch, a smile teasing his lips.~
looks like you need as much release at Mickey...
~He was teasing ofcourse, but then he slipped away, putting a bit of distance between him and Remy.~
I'm fairly certain that Petre will be going with.. well maybe not... maybe he'll be trying to stay near that little Russian wolf. hmmm, you never can tell what Petre is going to do. He's an enigma.
~Casey shrugged but as he took as step back there was a dark shadow in the door way. As the light played over Salem, the dark wolf growled, causing Casey to snap his head over to look at the wolf.~
You got that damn right, blondie... Eli here?
~Casey's eyes narrowed as he slipped in closer to Remy again. There was something about Salem that Casey didn't trust. He was sure the wolf's loyalties were with Petre and Sebastien and the moment he got the chance, he was going to betray them. But Casey was willing to let Remy answer the wolf so he wouldn't have to talk to him really. Salem could see the disdain in the pretty blonde and part of him wanted to wipe that sneer off his face. He smirked though and slipped in, his head lifting as he picked up Eli's scent.~
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jan 29, 2011 13:23:38 GMT -5
-Remy had shrugged at the first part sighing a bit into the kiss before he pulled back and smirked ... -
Yeah ... it's been a long time for me ...
-Truth was it had been years, he hadn't trusted himself to get close enough to a human, he'd stayed away from wolves afraid they'd tried to kill him and he'd hunted vampires so it didn't leave him with a big social life. It had been a long time since he'd had friends too. It all felt so new, so good, he couldn't believe it'd last ... it all felt a bit too good to be true ... having a shot at this kind of life ... -
He can't be stupid enough to hang around a wolf pack on a full moon can he?
-He meant to go on but that growling voice washed over them. Remy arched a brow when he saw Salem. He wasn't yet sure what to think of the wolf but he knew he was with Sebastien and he knew he hated that vampire. He almost smirked a bit slowly ... -
Yeah I put him down for his nap ... he's upstairs ...
-Remy shrugged. He had been hanging around with Eli a lot more and fuck if the wolf wasn't a pain in the ass. He seemed to thrive on just pissing him off, pouring salt in his wounds, and annoying him, but he wasn't quiet as insane as Remy had assumed or he didn't appear to be. He reached out from behind wrapping an arm around Casey nuzzling into him a little bit ... -
You wanna get out of here?
-Upstairs Eli was in his room, the radio was turned on high and the German metal music was drowning out all noise. He lay on his bed, arms beneath his head, staring up at the ceiling. He had some fresh nasty looking scars but he seemed almost at peace ... Flint had begun giving him blood again so he was relaxed. Remy had been trying to talk to him and he found the vampire beyond fucking annoying. Couldn't they understand he didn't mind being alone like this, just doing nothing, it was a luxury to him to be able to relax and not have to watch his back-
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jan 30, 2011 18:38:17 GMT -5
~Casey nodded when Remy said they should get out of there. He moved towards the door away from Salem. But Remy caught the dark grin that played over the wolf's lips as if he were amused that the pretty blond was disturbed by him.~
Petre is stupid enough to hang out with a pack of wolves on the full moon... he's also strong enough to kill most of them... thought you knew that by now, Remy....
~Salem's voice trialed after them. But Casey was leading Remy outside. He stopped on the porch.~
HE drives me nuts. I see the way he looks at me. That wolf is not okay... not at all.
~Casey growled as he turned on Remy.~
You know... it's not a good idea to let him and that other one close to one another. Can you imagine if they formed a pack? God help us all...
~Salem could hear them and he chuckled as he went up the steps.~
Yeah... god help us all...
~His voice was that golden growl. He stopped just at the door of Eli's room, leaning on the door jam as he stared at the wolf. The music was loud, drowning out anything anyone else was saying. He took a step in, crossing the room in just a few steps before crawling on the bed and laying down next to Eli.~
Good choice in music, wolf...
~He growled into Eli's ear, but he was laying on his back, staring up at the ceiling as well. Sebastien was with Petre and Salem knew that the full moon was close. He was willing to stick it out with Eli, infact he was pretty sure that was the best idea. Though Sebastien was not happy about it.~
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jan 30, 2011 20:07:25 GMT -5
-Eli glanced across at Salem and flashed a smirk ... -
Drives Remy crazy ...
-It almost seemed as if that was the only reason he chose it but truth it was the music of his youth. He remember being 11 and 12 and sneaking out of the house and going to underground clubs to do drugs, listen to this music, and get away from his fucked up family. He wasn't sure even without being turned into a wolf his life would have been any better. He had no interest in school or working or any kind of future. He was pretty sure he'd have ended up homeless, selling himself for drugs, before he died in some gang war. Now it amused him to think that pretty much the same would happen ... the gangs had just gottne meaner-
Flint wants me to join you on the full moon ...
-He said it casually as if it had been the vampire's idea. It wasn't, but he hated asking anyone else for anything. He knew though that he'd form a pack with Salem and in a way be torn between two masters. He leaned in licking his lips as he draped an arm across Salem's chest kissing up his neck slowly nipping a bit roughly. He liked being this close to the dark wolf. He'd grown fond of Salem and the only thing he didn't like was Sebastien but he didn't give a shit about the vampire. Back outside Remy had ignored Salem a bit shaking his head-
-He joined Casey outside smirking a bit ... -
Yeah, I know ... he scares me a bit too ... but I guess he's alright. All I know is Petre trusts him, and Flint trusts Petre and I trust Flint. It's a fucked up but what can I say but yeah scares me how it went from him wanting to kill Eli to him becoming best friends ... it's like an unholy marriage none of us want to look at too closely ...
-He walked out with Casey leaving the house and that god awful fucking music-
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