The heart wants what it wants

[LittleDeadGrrl]

-Linx couldn't get the thought of a harling out of his head. Months had passed since Kismet's birth. The harling grew every day in ways that amazed him. He was so much smarter than any child and there were so many traces of Scout and Sin in his look and personality it tore at his heart. He had Nala of course but deep down he knew she could never be made a har. He knew it had been attempted and failed, terribly, and without being sure he could never attempt it on her. His mind was on his own harling. He knew they should wait. Another year or maybe two for them to be sure this place was safe and settled but the thought of a harling conumed him. When Nails came back to their room that night, dirty and tired, he'd found more than just Linx waiting for him in bed-

I got a bath waiting for you ...

-Linx murmured at the taller redhead smiling a bit as he led him slowly to the tub. He helpted undressing the stunning har scrubbing him down slowly before undressing slowly as well in front of the har teasing him a little bit. The nagah could be dark and deadly and some of the softness had left but there was still alot of what had be there. The way he moved. The way his hair swayed. He'd even taken care to line his eyes with kohl to make sure he had Nails drooling a little bit. He crept into the tub stradling the har beneath him before claiming his lips slowly .... -

I thought ... we could start trying ... tonight ...

-He nuzzled into Nails slowly kissing up his neck ... -

We're settled now ... it's safe ... the house is almost all done. I don't want to wait ... and can't you see our own harling?

-He pulled back smiling slowly as he stared down at the rough looking redhead wondering what he'd say. He knew Nails wanted a harling as well but he also knew he'd prefer waiting longer to make sure nothing could go wrong but in this case Linx didn't want to listen to logic. He listened to his heart. He wrapped his fingers through the har's hair before running his hand up and down his chest purring a little. He wasn't sure exactly what more it would take then simple aruna but he knew it'd need a deep connection from both of them. He trusted in the spiritual side of himself. Trusted it would happen. He knew he'd be heart broken-