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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jul 22, 2012 16:44:46 GMT -5
-Kismet was already celebrating his sixth birthday, course he looked closer to thirteen, but he aged at such a faster rate. It was midnight and he snuck out of his room moving down the steps easily as he grabbed two bottles of beer and fried chicken Linx had made that afternoon. He smirked slipping from the house before he crept towards one of the slave houses. The hot summer night made it so every har kept his window open. It made it easy to sneak into Blaze's bedroom. He placed the bottles on the near by table along with the chicken before he crawled on top of the human beneath him waking him a little bit with a smirk ... - Blaze ... come on I can't sleep ... -He stared down with those bright blue eyes pushing the boy a bit harder before crawled off him grabbing the beer. He sat on the bed with the boy opening the bottle up as he took a few drinks. It was a common occurance. Blaze was his best friend. He didn't care he wasn't har. He would be. Eventually. The whole gross process was kind of explained to him. Course supposedly he was becoming an adult in a year, whatever the fuck that meant. When Blaze finally pushed up, waking, whether he wanted to or not, Kismet handed him a bottle as well before placing the bowl full of chicken wings between them. He stretched out a bit grabbing a wing and munching on it as well- Nails got a boat working for me ... well ... sort of me ... -He smirked a little bit beaming ... - More for him ... but I know where he keeps the keys. We should go down the river tomorrow. Just me and you. Flint and Lorcan are busy with their stupid training and we can't bring Grey ... he's gonna narc on us ... -He fell back on the bed stretching a bit as he crawled in beside Blaze on the bed staring out the window. He'd fallen asleep next to Blaze more times than he could count. He glanced at the boy next to him smirking a little bit content to be there. He knew Sin and Scout wouldn't be happy he just snuck out of his bed in the middle of the night but he also didn't care as much. The har had always been wild and terribly to contain. He wasn't as obvious about his mischief as Lorcan and Flint who had almost set fire to one of the houses when they were about four. Kis just seemed so innocent. So quiet. Half the time he was all polite to the big ones, as he called them, and all the while he'd be stealing keys and going off deep into the swamp on a boat. The only way to punish him was to threaten keeping him in his room, away from the outside, away from Blaze, and that would about crush him-
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jul 24, 2012 0:07:42 GMT -5
Hmmm?
~Blaze woke with a slow groan. Those bright green eyes flickered over the harling who was half laying on him. He stretched groaning as he slowly sat up and took the beer. Blaze shifted so that Kismet could lay down beside him. He was 14 now and as it was he still had two long year before he would be allowed to be turned. It was weighing on him. It was like a prison. This waiting to be something he was meant to be. He watched the others, they way they grew, fast and quick, with so little fear. And here he was, waiting for that moment and yet the others, they were just passing him by.~
Your birthday is comin up soon.
~He didn't really comment on the boat. The last time they'd stolen a boat, Riot had whooped him good and made him do so many chores that by the time he was done he was to tired to do anything else.~
I heard them talking 'bout some celebration for you. Bigger then just your birthday.
~Course Kis would know that his Freybria was coming soon. Orion had already spoken to him about it. Given him a bit of detail on what that entailed. Finding a suitable har to be with was important.~
Things are changing aren't they?
~Blaze could feel it. He sighed and then lay on his back arms behind his head.~
I wish they'd just change me. It's not fair....watchin all of you...
~He sighed some. To him, they were all these beautiful creatures that were unattainable until he actually became one. He understood they referred to themselves as he and him, but he also knew there was more to it then that. They were very different between their legs. Something he was well aware of thanks to Kissy willingly playing doctor when they were really young.~
So, what's the big celebration for exactly?
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jul 24, 2012 4:50:36 GMT -5
-Kismet nodded slowly as he lay down beside the har. He stretched out a bit shifting one hand beneath his head and the other was holding the beer taking long sips ever so often. His birthday was on his mind too. Maybe it was why he couldn't sleep. Orion had explained it all to him, gently, slowly, and told him they would have to choose some older har for him. He'd freaked a little at first but now he'd been watching some of the har slowly trying to imagine what kissing them would be like. It was such a strange thing to chose. He gazed at Blaze turning a bit ... -
Yeah ... Freybria ... adulthood I guess ...
-He pushed up a little bit staring at Blaze-
'rion told me about it like a week ago. I haven't told you about it cause I freaked out a little bit but like ... on the day of my birthday. I have to be with someone ...
-He swallowed a bit and leaned in ... -
Like sex and it's not a choice. I have to fuck someone that night. Well Orion didn't put it that way. He said it was part of maturing but I don't know. It's gotta be some older har that's gotta teach me I guess. I don't know. Orion said I could choose ...
-He fell back on the bed staring up at the ceiling. A silence hung in the air as he toyed with his own black hair. He gazed for a moment at Blaze ... -
I was thinking about Rebel ...
-He like the wildness of the older har. Orion had named off other har for him but they seemed so boring to him. Now the images of Kismet not only sleeping with someone but his own uncle were half implanted in Blaze's mind. Course. Did it matter who Kismet was with? Why should he even care? Finishing the beer he set it beside the bed turning back around as he buried a bit into Blaze draping one leg over him as he stared out at the moon nodding slowly with a frown ... -
I know. I wanted you to be changed same day as my birthday
-He lay one hand on Blaze's chest closing his eyes a bit for a moment. He knew he'd fall asleep here tonight. When they opened up again he cocked his head up a little bit so he could look at Blaze-
Maybe we can talk to Angel again or Riot?
-He could tell it tormented Blaze. Being on the outside. Still being human. He smirked slowly pushing up a little bit as he moved stradling the boy beneath him ... -
I wonder if you'll look the same as har ... you're all cute as a human ... maybe as a har you get all soft like Linx
-He teased pinning Blaze down a little bit-
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jul 24, 2012 15:06:54 GMT -5
really?
~Blaze looked shocked for a moment at the thought of having to have sex with someone just because. He fidgeted a little bit at that thought. And then Kissy said something that floored him. He blinked and pulled back some looking away. It wasn't just that it was weird Kis would chose Rebel, Blaze's own uncle, but also a streak of jealousy rolled through the boy that he couldn't describe. He didn't want Kissy with anyone else, not Rebel, not anyone.~
I... I don't.... why does it have to be Rebel?
~He couldn't out and out say that he was bothered by the very idea of Kissy being with anyone other then him. He really hadn't quiet put that all together, but that was really in the back of his brain what he was thinking.~
That's weird... He's like... my uncle... he's like... your uncle... almost..
~Course har didn't really have that connection, not really, not like that. It was just the easiest way to express what he was feeling. Slowly Blaze looked at Kissy as he slipped in closer, draping a leg over the boy. He felt that heat rise up in his body with Kissy being so close. And then he rolled his eyes.~
you know it won't do no good. Angel is dead set on me staying human 'til I'm 16... hell... Riot had to fight him for that. He said I should be 18 before I made that decision.
~He sighed and then froze a bit when Kissy climbed up on top of him before his eyes narrowed. He suddenly flipped the har onto his back, pinning Kissy to the bed beneath him, his head dipped just a bit.~
I'm not gonna be some sweet little har like you, Kissy... I'll be like Rebel and Riot... You can bet your life on that.
~The boy growled as he said that and there was something deep in that growl that suggested he would be just like Riot and Rebel. That he was going to be rough, wild and dangerous. And there was a sort of want in that growl too, the want to own Kissy maybe. They were so close, laying there like that, nothing between them but their clothes and the bed beneath them. It felt intimate in a way that children no longer are. This was different, deeper and a fire was sparking between them, maybe one that had been burning for a long time since the very first time they'd met.~
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jul 24, 2012 16:00:58 GMT -5
-Kismet shrugged and nodded slowly. He arched a brow as he grabbed another chicken wing munching on it slowly. His eyes were on the moon above them that streaked down on the bed setting off his big blue eyes. All he could think about was his coming birthday. He wasn't sure if it was with anticipation or apprehension or both. He arched a brow at the next question ... -
It doesn't but like Orion wants Ghost or Summer. They're both so ... boring. Rebel is kinda cool ... rough ...
-He arched a brow before he snorted-
He's not EVEN your uncle. You're human. And he ain't my uncle ... I've known all the big ones since I was small. It'll be weird with all of them ... I gotta choose one though. Why ... you think Reb won't say yes?
-He frowned at the thought he'd be turned down. Fuck, he frowned at the thought of asking. Aghama, was he supposed to ask? It was soo ... soo ... weird. Kismet was altogether oblivious to the boy's thoughts beside him. Him and Blaze were like brothers. He frowned at the next words ... -
Well it ain't fucking fair. You should be turned when you want not when Angel wants. We gotta convince him for you to be turned sooner ...
-He was pinned suddenly before his eyes narrowed-
Fuck you. I'm not sweet ...
-The growled crept down his spine sending goosebumps all over him. He had to admit some part of him like being like this, beneath Blaze, so close, despite the fact Orion had given them the talk about har being with har and humans with human. He reached out wrapping one arm around his neck running it lazily through his hair feeling the silence engulf them. He tugged Blaze down slowly leaning in and claiming his lips slowly as he closed his eyes. The kiss felt strange, so wrong, and so right all the same time. It sent goosebumps crawling through him making him moan a little bit but at the same time there was a huge connection missing there. He pulled back suddenly a bit wide eyed as he pushed Blaze off him crawling off the bed ... -
I should go to bed ...
-He didn't even look back as he crept out the window and walked back towards the house. For the first time it felt weird to sleep in Blaze's bed. He glanced back for a moment pushing the dark hair out of his face wondering how he was gonna face the boy tomorrow. They'd just have to pretend that shit never happened. Him and Blaze were like brothers. Nothing more. He was still human anyway. That was probably all it was. Curiosity to just kiss a human. He shook it off. He had to focus on an older har for his coming birthday. If not Rebel someone else-
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jul 24, 2012 23:53:58 GMT -5
~Blaze frowned as Kismet went on about the other har and then genuinely seemed to get upset when he thought Rebel might turn him down. It was obvious, least to Blaze, that Kissy didn't see him as anything other then a friend. And then they were so close and Kissy was wrapping his arm around the human's neck and time suddenly stopped. Least for Blaze as Kissy kissed him. It stole his breath. He didn't understand that the connection was missing something very important for Kissy, all he knew was his knees got a bit weak and his stomach did somersaults before the butterflies went full tilt haywire. As Kissy pulled back, Blaze almost grabbed him, tugging him back into bed. But the har was already out the window and Blaze was stunned. He sat there for a moment, his hand on his lips before he pushed up and looked out the window. He caught that glimpse back that Kissy took. He watched as the harling disappeared into the night and then fell back in his bed. He was suddenly all flustered and his mind was reeling with what just happened. It took him forever to get to sleep and even when he did, his dreams were filled with Kissy.~
~Morning came as Blaze was woken up by the sound of Riot, Rebel, Angel and Thrush all talking and the smell of bacon being cooked. He pushed up and tugged on a t shirt before padding into the small main room of the house they'd taken over. He sat down on at the table as Riot put bacon and eggs on a plate and set it before him. Blaze tugged his leg to his chest as he chewed on the bacon which was normally a sign that he was thinking about something. He was quiet and it slowly started to effect the four har sitting at the table as well. Finally he looked up and spoke softly.~
Rebel.... if Kissy asks you to... his freybriah is coming up... will you tell him no... if he asks you?
~Riot stopped mid serve, brow arched. He looked over at Angel and then all eyes were on Rebel. Thrush couldn't help the smirk that rolled over his lips. It was ironic that Kissy wanted it to be Rebel of all har. Blaze was staring at Rebel waiting for an answer.~
Why do you care who takes Kissy through his Freybriah?
~Thrush chirped in, arching a brow and getting a dark look from the human boy at the table.~
Because.... I think it's weird for it to be Rebel.... It's weird to me... and kissy is my best friend... I just... think.... it's weird.
~Riot was a bit stunned but when he glanced back at the bedroom the kid had appeared from, he caught site of the beer bottles and chicken.~
Was Kissy in your room last night?
~Blaze's green eyes shot up to Riot and he turned about three shades of red right then and there. Riot sighed some and before anyone could make this anymore uncomfortable, Riot pushed Rebel and Thrush out the door, leaving just him, Blaze and Angel. He came back to the table and sat down, really looking at the boy for a moment.~
Where is all this coming from?
~Blaze shrugged and Riot frowned when the boy didn't answer.~
Did something happen 'tween you and Kissy? Blaze... you know... you gotta be careful... We aren't... being with Kissy could kill you.... you
~Blaze growled and glared at Riot for a moment.~
I KNOW that, Riot... Everyone has already told me that a MILLION times...
~He rolled his eyes and Riot leaned in and smacked him on the back of the head lightly.~
Then you'll hear it a million and one times.
~Blaze sighed and then looked right at Angel.~
Why can't I be Har now? I want it... I've been practically raised as such... it's not fair... all the others are leaving me behind... and... I'm ready... I know you don't think I am... but I am....
~Elsewhere~
~Scout nudged Kissy and leaned in for a moment.~
Get up kiddo...
~He smirked when Kissy refused and pulled the covers back over his head.~
Come on... up... I heard you creep back inside last night... I half expected to find Blaze in bed with you... Come on.. up... You know you are suppose to go with Sin to see Orion this morning...
~Scout didn't even think that anything would happen between Kismet and Blaze, he still looked at them as little kids. And how he'd be floored to know they'd kissed, or worse that Kissy was thinking about asking Rebel to be with him on his Freybriah. The only thing Scout didn't like was Kissy being around Thrush. He knew that most of the others had forgiven the har after he'd saved Grey's life. But it was hard for Scout to let that one go. After all, it was his harling that had been kidnapped, not the others.~
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jul 25, 2012 5:34:21 GMT -5
-The foursome sat at the breakfast table eating and talking. Rebel was leaned back in just a pair of black drawstring pants drinking his coffee. Tattooes and scars crept up his sides and even undressed he looked mean and dangerous. That all faded when Blaze spoke and the har chocked on his coffee and had to spit it out as he hit his own chest a few times to clear his airways ... -
Fuck Blaze if this is your new way of killing me ....
-He stood back up slowly and eyed Blaze wondering if the kid was fucking with him but he looked dead serious. His brow arched slowly. He'd been with alot of har but none on their so called freybriah and to him all the harlings were like kids. He hadn't even thought about Kismet in that fashion ... -
I ... he wants to ask me?
-He was saved from anymore of an answer when Thrush spoke and then Rebel grinned ... -
Well maybe it's weird but ya know ... come to think of it. Most of them are gonna ask me aren't they? I am the best looking ... aren't I brother?
-He smirked slowly clearly amused by the whole thing and not at all seemingly aware of Blaze's huge discomfort. They all turned to look inside the room seeing the beer bottles and the chicken. Rebel was about to say something else to needle Blaze as they were both pushed out he was complaining he had no shirt on but it didn't seem to matter. He sighed walking away with Thrush leaving the three alone. Angel hadn't said shit the whole time. All he kept thinking was Kismet was causing a shit load of trouble for him and he had to talk to Sin and Scout about these visits. They had to stop. They weren't kids anymore and Blaze was human not har-
What? Now? We agreed on sixteen Blaze ...
-Angel sighed and moved in closer dusting the hair from his face ... -
I know you think you're ready baby but trust me. This whole process of being turned is very very hard. It's three days of alot of pain. You can't go back either. Once you're har you are it for life. Even if you are sure I need to be certain you are strong enough to survive it ... you are too young right now.
-He put his hand down slowly staring at the creature he considered his son-
I know you and Kismet are close but you can't rush this decision just to be close to him ...
-He stared at Riot for a bit of support on this matter. Fourteen was just too young. It just fucking was. They had to wait a few more years. What if something went fucking wrong? He'd never forgive himself. Blaze just didn't know the consequences-
~Elsewhere~
-Kismet had barely slept himself so when he'd been woken up he yawned and tugged the covers over his head again. He shot up when Riot said he half expected to find Blaze in bed with him looking half panicked and almost a bit red. He looked outright embaressed at the thought but it faded as he rubbed the back of his head. He reached out and grabbed Scout's hand stopping him from leaving ... -
Wait ... can I talk to you?
-He waited for his father to sit down. He frowned staring at him a moment ... -
I kissed Blaze last night ...
-He tugged his knees up to his chest .. -
I just wanted to see what kissing him would be like ... or kissing like a human I guess. It's weird. It's like a whole big part of him is missing. You think he's gonna be mad at me? I can't even spy inside his head like I do with everyone else ...
-He was playing with his hands nervously which was so strange to see. Kismet always had a quiet kind of confidence. He was moony and he looked off in his own world but he had never seem flustered before, not even as a harling, there was never any fear in him and now he looked a bit flustered and afraid. He had no idea if Blaze would ever want to talk to him again. He couldn't imagine losing his best friend. He sighed chewing on his bottom lip-
We were talking about my Freybriah. I thought ... Sin and Orion had been talking about choosing Summer for me. I don't like him ... he smiles too much. I thought ... maybe... Rebel?
-He stared at his father slowly quieting his own fidgeting a bit ... -
Can you ask him for me?
-Now there was the bomb on Scout's day. Not only that his own harling was thinking about his coming Freybriah but he wanted Rebel of all fucking people. He wanted the har who was mated to Thrush. The one person he couldn't trust or fucking stand. It was beyond ironic. He frowned as he pushed the covers off slowly ... -
... or am I supposed to ask? I dunno. Sin and Orion just say when the times comes I'll know but what does that even mean. I wish they hadn't even told me about this whole birthday thing. It's messing everything up
-He sighed falling back on his pillow as he stared up at the ceiling. He paused for a moment ... -
I told Blaze and he got mad. He said Rebel was like his uncle and I shouldn't ask him ... but I don't want someone chosen for me. I want to choose ...
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jul 25, 2012 8:51:48 GMT -5
~Outside, Thrush had that chesire cat grin on his face. He pushed Rebel some and leaned into him.~
You do realize that Blaze is still human... that when he looks at Kismet, he sees a har, but he also sees some one he wants to fuck... He's falling for Kissy... You idiot... that's why he doesn't want you to be with him... I doubt he'll be happy with anyone Kissy chooses...
~Thrush shook his head and started to walk back to their little house that lay behind Riot and Angel's.~
Come on.... I'll make you breakfast, since ours just got taken from us....
~Blaze frowned as Angel spoke about all the reasons he couldn't be har right now. Riot frowned, cocking his head some. He didn't really agree with Angel on this, but he understood that Angel wasn't going to give in and it was probably best anyways. He and Rebel had been 15 when they'd been turned and it had been rough. Angel was right about one thing, Blaze had no idea the pain that would come from those three days. But Blaze jerked back from Angel and pushed up from the table.~
No... YOU agreed on 16... I KNOW what I want. I DON'T WANT to be human! I want to be HAR.... YOU RAISED ME LIKE A HAR!
~He yelled at the two and then stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind him. Riot sighed some.~
Fuck.....
~He growled and grabbed Angel, stopping him from going after the boy.~
Let him cool off, Ang.... He's pissed... he needs to walk it off. He'll be back later all complacent....
~Blaze stalked past other har as they were sparring or doing morning chores. Normally when he got in a fight with Angel or Riot, he went to Kissy for comfort. But today... he wasn't so sure he could do that. He stumbled along until he ran flat into Lori and Flint. They could both see the anger and frustration rolling off Blaze like waves. Flint's brow arched and he nudged Lori as Blaze was stalking past them.~
Hey Blaze... where you headed?
~Elsewhere~
~Scout's brow raised at the reaction Kissy gave about Blaze and then he was asked to talk. He nodded and sat down. He'd learned a long time ago it was better to just let Kissy talk and get it out before responding. Otherwise there would be a million questions and the original would never get answered. But what Kis said next shocked Scout. He frowned and sighed. Kissing Blaze was probably one of the worst things Kismet could have done. And then Kissy landed the biggest bomb. Scout literally had to keep himself from flipping out right then and there on his child. he counted to ten and then let out a breath.~
Okay... let's start from the beginning... it'll give me a moment to process that last part....
~He gave a weak smile and then went on.~
Kis... Blaze is still human... I know you know that.. but you don't really understand what that means, being as you've never been one before. You've always been har. You know we share breath, right? Orion and Spirit have shown you... it's a way for us to connect, share images and the like... and it's always a way for us... like me and Sin to connect on a deeper level.... human's don't do that. They can't. Their brains or whatever aren't wired like that. But it doesn't mean that when they kiss they don't feel something. When I was still human, kissing was like...
~He paused for a moment and then shrugged.~
I can't describe it... it's like sharing breath is for us... and when I was a 14 year old boy... and I was kissed, it sent my world reeling. And all I wanted was to be with that person again. You have things going on with your body and mind right now because you are growing up. And your Freybriah is a transition from one state to another. Blaze is going through something similar, but like all human processes... it takes him much longer to mature.
~And then he had to tackled the last part.~
I think that Blaze doesn't want you to ask Rebel because he would be jealous of someone he is very close to. Kissy...
~He scooted closer, tugging the harling into him and brushing through that dark hair.~
I want you to choose... I'd never want you to be with someone you didn't care about or atleast didn't want. But I'd prefer you choose someone other then Rebel... for my sake and Sin's. But if that's who you want, then so be it. But let me ask you something... Do you care about Blaze? I mean... if he was a har... would you choose him instead of Rebel? Because if you even hesitate on that answer, then you should consider you might be really hurting Blaze by asking Rebel. It would be easier for him to have it be someone whose a stranger.
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jul 25, 2012 18:07:32 GMT -5
-Rebel smirked gazing at Thrush when he was pushed-
Well is it my fault I'm so damn good looking. Relax ... I wasn't gonna say yes. It'd be weird. I known them all since they were harlings ... besides I don't need to pop anyone's cherry Orion would give me all sorts of rules ...
-He tugged Thrush to him claiming his lips a bit roughly ... -
I got enough on my plate with you ...
-He smacked the har's butt ... -
Now make me breakfast ...
-He knew he'd get hit for that but it seemed worth it. Angel frowned looking a bit stricken when Blaze yelled at him. It was funny. Angel wasn't afraid of no one. He'd yelled at Zillah. He'd thrown that with Zev. He hardly seemed like he gave a fuck about anything except when Blaze yelled at him and then he looked like he was about fifteen again and full of pain and worry. He sighed a bit shaking his head ... -
I understand what he feels ... he wants to be with them ... like them ... but he's just fourteen. I don't know ...
-He stared at Riot a bit wearily ... -
Should we talk to Orion? He's only gonna keep fighting us and we both know how fucking stubborn he is ... he's just stupid enough to leave us and try and become har elsewhere. Especially when the Dragons and the Deadmen and the Nagah show up. I'd prefer Orion and Spirit handle the whole thing ...
-Lorcan arched a brow catching up grabbing the boy ... -
Woah ... what's going on? Something crawled up your butt?
~Elsewhere~
-Kismet stared at the har as it was slowly explained he frowned a little bit playing with his covers anxiously. He wondered what Blaze thought about the kiss. Did it mean anything to him. He shook his head ... -
Well maybe it meant nothing to him. I dunno ...
-He frowned ... -
So he's gonna have his own Freybriah ... and he'll have to take aruna with another human?
-He frowned at the next part thinking about it slowly. He didn't speak even when he was tugged on Scout's lap. He nuzzled against his neck leaning into him a bit as he stared out the window understanding somewhat ... -
You don't want me to choose Rebel cause of Thrush right?
-He nodded slowly ... -
I dunno who I'd choose
-He pushed up and moved grabbing his clothes ... -
Can't you talk to Angel. Blaze wants to be har now. He doesn't want to wait and he shouldn't. I mean of course he'll be har. So what it does it matter another year or two?
-He tugged on new shirt and pants brushing out his hair a bit for his meeting with Orion and Spirit. He knew they were waiting for him. He was supposed to be practicing. Orion was his mentor the way Zev was Bast's and Zillah was Flint's. He was very gifted when it came to the spiritual side and mostly motivated to work-
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Post by Synistergrrl on Jul 26, 2012 10:51:24 GMT -5
~Riot sighed as Blaze threw a tantrum and stormed out of the house. He looked over at Angel and then moved in closer seeing the worry and hurt on his face. He brushed back that dark hair from his eyes and lifted his chin some.~
You gotta let him go, Ang. You gotta let him make this choice himself. And if this is what he wants, then so be it. I know you're worried. But if Spirit and Orion can bring Thrush back from whatever the fuck that was, then they certainly can take Blaze through the change. They did it with the others and we've not lost a single one.
~He sighed and sat down at the table.~
You knew this was going to come. With all the others going through their Freybriah. It's like letting them in some special club that he's not allowed into. And honestly, Angel. I'd have turned him last year if you hadn't been so damn stubborn. It's not right to make him wait. He's going to loose all his friends. Cause you know how we are. Once they take aruna for the first time... he'll be left in the dust, a little kid to them being grown har.
~Flint jogged after Lori as the two caught up with Blaze. The boy stalked on for a bit in silence and they followed like dogs. But then once they were sort of away, he snapped.~
Angel won't change me... not now.. not for two more fucking years.... TWO LONG YEARS!! by then you and all the others will be fucking gone... and where will I be? Huh? It's not fair... I wish he'd left me in New Orleans... I should have stayed there... not come here... not like this...
~He didn't really mean those words but he was pacing like a caged animal. When Lori looked at Flint the blond shrugged as if he didn't know what to say or do about that. Blaze finally dropped into a heap on the ground and tugged his knees to his chest, staring off and trying to not cry infront of them.~
It's not fair....
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Post by LittleDeadGrrl on Jul 26, 2012 16:29:39 GMT -5
-Angel stared up a little bit at Riot growling ... -
With my luck I'll lose him ...
-He sighed staring down at the ground terrified of what was to come but he knew it was time. He hated the thought. He shook his head slowly before sighing ... -
I know. I know. You go... talk to Orion but if anything happens to MY harling you'll pay for it .... I swear I'll gut you like I should have done eight years ago ...
-He held out the knife in his hand towards Riot and it was a dangerous sight to behold. Outside Flint and Lori watched Blaze break down a little bit. Lorcan moved and sat down next to him staring up at Flint a bit lost as well before he smirked that big grin that light up the world around him ... it was hard to stay upset around Lori -
Woah ... where the fuck are we going? Hey Flint I didn't know we was going on a trip ... damn I better go home and pack ...
-He pushed Blaze a bit before tugging him in closer smirking ... -
Look none of us even care about this shit. It's just one night and we're gonna become "adult har". All that means is Zillah and Zev gonna want us to do more chores. We're still gonna be here and we're all still gonna hang out. Just us ...
-It was obvious Lorcan meant it. He wasn't even excited about the coming celebration. To him it seemed like one big headache right now. He stared down at Blaze ... -
We'll convince Angel. You see. We'll bug him all week and he'll either kill us or agree to turn you ...
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